Majority of the poems I wrote, were all no… infact all the poems I wrote, had an emotional mood atached to it. So I came across this one today no. 22 on my book njoy! Ooohh.. and before I forget, Presenting… the answer to the mollion dollar question: this is the poem behind my facebook name Flingli Shang’zabi which really did come to me naturally like, I said, my emotional bit, is like super special 🙂
yeah…!! here goes..
I am who I am right?
but, I who I am is rather.. a white-
plain me who is not really who I am
but if I be who I was supposed to become
I don’t understand why this thingy
doesn’t want me to be the me I am supposed to be
It stings! I want to be me
to be free!! Flinglishablishang’zabi!
I am SORRY I wasn’t me enough
I really wish that I was tough
to an extent of being able to provide
variety of what he… God, wants.
To be honest puffing and panting
is all I do
and a whole load of jigaloo
I wish, I was, at a point I wonder…
Goodness! beyond thunder
was that me?
how can thou do-est such a thing?
on the edge… for life about to..
putting on a smile
that is (they say), worthwhile?
and I say, “waow! really?”
but deep down I know its all faulty.
Unique? Unique you say?
I just sit down and ponder asking myself, ” what is the right way? “
with my mouth wide open in a faze
praying to God and asking him
is that so?
can I go to the moon?
far away from here soon?
I wish that life was a wonderful, easy feeling
but.. it really isnt
you toil, wake up early, chase your dreams.. and in return
after that long run
it will still be looking at you. Day and night comes and goes without fail
so, even though you wail about the life
Jesus is the answer
and you need to accept that nothing comes easy
but, keep you head up and take your time to take in one day at a time
because your valuable and you far much worthy than any dime
and those who really dont add value in your life just shurrup!!
not having to prove them wrong
showing them what your made of
NINJA, KUNGFU, TAE-KWON-DOH
just make sure you kick some good bottom while at it 😉
as for me, I ‘ll do it my way…
the NINJA way 🙂
haha! yes, I did add the last phrase just felt like it was appropriate if you know whar-I mean 😀